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| I can't directly comment on Haidi's newest post or give her eprops (1000 for you Haidi), but I'd just like to say,
Haidi, I LOVE YOU. And sometimes, things look really bad coz of the mistakes you (may have) made, or the things you may have said and done. But in the end, everything will be all right, and in the end, you'll come out on top with a smile on your face and that feeling that tells you "everything's going to be just fine".
And well, if I did interpreted it wrong, then... shhh!!!! Dont' say anything! | | |
| Yes. Well, I'm gonna be good and update twice in one day to compensate for all those other times I didn't write one. Ie. when Haidi told me to write a minute-by-minute essay on what happened in Italy. Can you image how long that would've took me? One of these days, when I have another one of my 3AM moments, I'll brew myself a nice, hot cup of coffee and write one just for you guys. Meanwhile... I enjoy deciphering French songs, (call me crazy -well, it's just really loose translations) so I'll give you another one, because it's almost summer, it's in between play times, and well, it's just an ordinary day in the life of me. Enjoy!
Tu vas me quitter (You're going to leave me)
I tattooed on my skin in ink, "I love you"
I tattoed the lie to hide from myself the truth
Lifted up to the birds where their wings will keep you
Chased the high tides to come to find you
(chorus)
You're going to leave me, I know it
You're going to go away, I know it
And on the walls of my distress, I want you stay with me
You're going to leave me I know it
You're going to go away I know it
But you must understand that your 'goodbye' flows in my veins
I acknowledged my fault on frozen paper
Guilty in a way of being hurt by you
I wanted to chase the other to the wind of my secrests
But you combine without fault love to imperfection
Badly tried by your laws, without appeals nor regrets
I learned under you fingers the evil of the condemned
(chorus)
Elle tu l'aimes
Her, you love her
Her, you love her, so much, so much
To the point I know that you would be lost without her
Her, you love as much as I believe I need you
Me, I'm sick
My life in your silence
Her you love
It makes all the difference
Her you love the the point, surely
To have in your heart a fire that lingers on too long
Her, you love her and me, without you, is like being in the sun and I'm cold
The more my pain grows in your absence
The more your love her makes all the difference
Her you love, so much, so much
To the point, I know that you could die for her
Her you love so strong, and me I only love you for always. | | |
| A song just for you,
Song a little sad, I believe.
Three times of injured words,
Some notes, and all my regrets.
All my regrets of the two of us
Are at the end of my fingers
Like do, re, mi, fa, sol, la, si, do.
It's a song of a withered love,
Like the one you had hummed.
Three times nothing of our lives,
Three times nothing like this melody,
Which remains between us two
Like do re mi fa sol la si do.
This is a song to remember
To not forget each other without anything to say
To forget onself without anything to say. | | |
| Oh my pie! SHOES!! Not just any shoes, Kate Spade Shoes. Think Sex and the City, but instead of Senor Blahnik's shoes, think American. That's Kate Spade. And Sex and the City purses!!
http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductArray.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=1632101&PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=3348301&ASSORTMENT%3C%3East_id=41385&site_refer=MSN001&bmUID=1081535216904
And purses! Yves St. Laurent! http://www.saksfifthavenue.com/main/ProductArray.jsp?FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2561423&PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=3348301&ASSORTMENT%3C%3East_id=41385&site_refer=MSN001&bmUID=1081535216925
And stemming from me and Alice's conversation at the Fast, I decided to keep a record of the Prettyboylickerism.
Boys licked in the month of March: 0.
Boys licked in the month of April: 0.
Boys we wish we could've licked: .... well, let's just say you had to be at the Fast. =)
If the links above don't work, go to www.saks.com.
Now I'm going to go sit in the sun and have an ice cream! | | |
| This is my sad, futile atttempt at updating my xanga like Haidi told me to!
Copy, paste, go!
[In the morning I am]: tired. Very, very tired.
[All I need is]: sleep. And a man. That would not be a bad thing.
[Love is]: wonderful if the other person loves ya too. Sucks ass if they don't. That's when you come up with theories... and wait. And that's even more excruciating. (Megan - you know it's sad when you can write a novel about it.)
[If I could be one place right now]: I would be in Rome w/ my "Italy" family. Having gelati. Shopping. Looking at the most gorgeous clothes and SHOES that are ridiculously expensive. And I'd be with - oops, that'd be telling too much.
[I'm afraid of]: failing. Socials. Debates. Die.
[I dream about]: me, Marco, and Alice with our beautiful houses all over the world with our fantabulous jobs and maybe one of those chefs from last night-? I think so.
Have you ever?
[Pictured your crush naked?]: ah.... =S shhh!
[Actually seen your crush naked]: nope
[Been in love]: i don't think so. Which sucks, because love is, i'm guessing, 1000x worse than anything I might have felt. And that's scary.
[Cried when someone died]: yes
[Lied]: yes
Prefer:
[Coke or Pepsi]: coca cola
[Flowers or candy]: uh... flowers are pretty ("I think I'll buy pansies just to SPITE her!"... "...sooo. you buy pansies to get back at her? Interesting.") and chocolates are delicious. It's a tough call. You pick and let me know.
[Tall or short]: tall-er. Meaning taller than me. And, contrary to popular belief, that does not mean "everyone else in the world". Taller men, of course. =)
[What do you notice first?]: i agree with vanessa... face, but specifically eyes.
[Last person slow danced with]: ...slow...dan-? Well, let's just say I wish I'd slow-danced in Italy.
[Worst question to ask?]: ask Marco, he'll come up with millions of just the worst-timed, inappropriate questions to ask. =) *hi marco*
[Makes you laugh the most?]: Dirty Alice. The girl's dirty for a reason. And Marco. Except he's filthy =S
[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: certain, very very special people....
[Has a crush on you?]: I have no clue. But if there is someone, Alice, please dont' draw chemistry bonds and write equations about me and him.... hopefully him. (can you tell i'm not converted into the whole bisexual theory thing?)
[Easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: for me, guys. So much less complicated than talking to girls. Although they don't understand some things like girls do.
Do you ever...
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?]: not often. People I really want to talk to I usually message first.
[Save aol/aim conversations]: doesn't it do it automatically?
[Save e-mails]: only if it's special... and from a special person. Or, just, you know, like all of Megan's emails.
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes. Megan, have you ever thought that if your situation was reversed gender-wise, and if you still liked you-know-who, then all you'd have to do is like... punch something... and then get over it?
[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: ...yes?
[Fallen for your best friend]: that is a story from millions of ages of years ago. That we do NOT speak about.
[Used someone]: prolly =S
[Been cheated on]: well, no. But the question is, will I ever be cheated on? Let's just say if that happens...
[Done something you regret]: always.
Who was the last person...
[You talked to]: my mommy
[You hugged]: uh.... Alex......
No. I lie. But, my, how angry you'd be if I did. Nah, I think it's... Alice? Megan?
[You instant messaged]: marco. But that was like.... 10:30 last night, and YOU DIDNT ANSWER ME. GRR.
[Laughed with]: marco
[What's your favorite food?]: gelatos. But, my, I'd kill for sushi right now. Or pasta. Hey, Alice, when are we doing our drive-people-out-of-business dealy?
Do you:
[Drink alcohol?]: let's see... i WAS in italy, so.... yes. Fortunately, unlike SOME people we know, I'm not going through a withdrawl
[Like watching sunrises or sunsets]: yep
[What hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional, coz physical can usually heal. However, my bruised hand hurts like a bitch at the moment
[Trust others way too easily?]: hahaha.... would someone like to fill this one in for me?
Final Questions....
[I want]: many things.
[I wish]: I had everything that I wanted.
[I love]: my friends and family.... some more than others, some complete strangers....
[I miss]: Italy.
[I fear]: many things.
[I hear]: "Something Stupid".... and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "i love you".....
[I wonder]: plus de choses.... et pour une raison etrange, je pense en francais......
[How do you know it's love?]: when your heart flutters and you feel funny when you see them... hear their voice... see their smile.... your constantly thinking about them and miss them when they're not there.
Alphabet Fun!
A-[Appetizer of Choice:] haha - bread and butter, just like aaron! Although pasta is very, very good too.
B-[Best Friends:] they know who they are! Pieism, shoeism, and prettyboylickerisms are not a must, but they're a good thing to have!
C-[Choice of Meat:] didn't we have this conversation? I think pork.
D-[Dream Date: ] spontaneous, spur of the moment, surprising, and incredibly romantic.
E-[Exciting Adventure:] Italy.... Greece is next!
F-[Favorite Song:] quelqu'un qui m'a dit
G-[Greatest Accomplishment:] beating Marco last year. Not sure if anything remotely close to that is going to happen at all this year >=|
H-[Happiest Day of your life:] by far - the time I spent in Italy.
I-[Interesting Fact:] the erogenous zones of a man.... if interested, just ask alice!
J-[Just Say No to:] drugs. Cigarettes. Random alcohol that is offered to you in a 1.) brown paper bag or b.) by wild pointing by a bartender due to lack of communication whether it is language barrier or much too loud music. I mean.... drugs. Say no to drugs...=S
K-[Kool-Aid:] oh RIGHT. Must buy and calculate.
L-[Location:] Me stretched over France-Italy-Greece. Marco's 2-hour-ass streched over England-Portugal-Spain. Alice, you're doing the Scandinvian countries. ("Marco likes blonde girls." "well, then you better dye your hair blonde!" Grr.)
M-[Marriage:] eventually a "happily ever after"... i hope!
N-[Name:] from now on, certain names are to set off an alarm in my head.
O-[Obsession:] equals love. Crazy love, that is.
P-[Pizza toppings:] lol... margharita pizza.... or, margharita AND pizza?
Q-[Question Asked to you the most:] "you love tyson!? who's tyson??" actually that was just yesterday.
R-[Real love:] is something that is wonderful and bastard-like at once. I once read somewhere that a heart is no good as a heart until it's been broken at 10 times. Isn't that horrible?
S-[Sex:] ...just make sure he can penetrate! *insert here my most angelic smile*
T-[Television Show:] SEX AND THE CITY i still haven't watched it yet!
U-[Underwear:] Megan remember? "boxers or briefs?... or boxer-briefs?" "Uh.... I don't remember... let me check!" *and he checks*)
V-[Video:] sharkbait! Ooh-ha-ha. I mean, Megan! A-a-ron.
W-[Winter:] snow and snow angels and snow fights and.... (until Marco shoves snow down your shirt!) "all I want for Christmas is you"... coz, in Christmas, you ALWAYS tell the truth... ("awwww")
X-[X-ray:] ...vision? And how it should NEVER be granted to certain people?
Y-[Year born:] un-nove-otto-otto
Z-[Zodiac sign:] aquarius =) | | |
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